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break is over. [Sun, January 4th, 2009 @ 9:55pm]
 these two weeks went WAY too fast... like they always do.


i have learned one thing.. i think..
you can't just sit there and think about things, you can't dwell. Get out there and figure these things out! 
I was sitting there, thinking, and i was almost reduced to tears and then i just went out and surrounded myself with people who I respect.

things will work themselves out.

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[Fri, January 2nd, 2009 @ 2:29pm]
QUESTION:
Which do you prefer: to be single, live the way you want, be free to do what you want, be independent..
or
be in a relationship with someone?





For some reason, I can't answer this question. I have been single for a while and I can't seem to get change when perfect opportunities present themselves. 



 
 
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[Mon, October 6th, 2008 @ 10:35pm]
 you would think I would have learned from the past 2 experiences.
but no.
I didn't.
I never have and I never will.
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[Mon, October 6th, 2008 @ 1:06am]
I can't sleep.
I napped all day
I'm nocturnal.
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i can't sleep. [Mon, September 29th, 2008 @ 12:17am]
i've gotten into a weird sleeping pattern where i'm so tired, i get in bed, and then I CAN'T SLEEP.

my mind is racing... especially with everything that has happened this week.
i'm glad it's over... lets hope i can make it through this week.

this weekend was... i'm not really sure what it was. 
it was good, i guess.

school is totally kicking my ass.. i'm trying to keep up, but it's hard.


I can't get my thoughts straight. Everything is so up in the air right now. 
It's crazy how much people can change.


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whoa [Tue, July 29th, 2008 @ 10:27pm]
[ mood | blah ]

I COMPLETELY FORGOT ABOUT LIVEJOURNAL... apparently some of you guys haven't =D

I just got back from Manhattan last night and i had the most amazing time, go if you ever get a chance.


Those of you that still use this thing... how's everything goin?!

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!? [Sun, July 8th, 2007 @ 11:20pm]

i'm the chance you chose not to take.

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<3 [Sat, June 30th, 2007 @ 11:13pm]

what will be, will be
and so it gose.

life is life, and i'm enjoying it right now.

but i do miss cristina! 

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challenge. [Mon, April 2nd, 2007 @ 9:36pm]
[ mood | full ]

If i ever have enough power to do anything, I'm going to shut down all the fast food restaurants.
Think about it: life would be so much easier, no one would get fat or fatter than they already are.

The world could seriously do without fast food restaurants.

Spring break was pretty amazing, i hope everyone elses went well.
The last three days all i did was sleep, eat cookies and milk duds, and watch grey's anatomy. (1st and 2nd seasons)
This week and next week are going to be slightly difficult because all the teachers decided to put every test on the same day. sweeeet.

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5&dancing. [Wed, January 17th, 2007 @ 5:25pm]
[ mood | tired ]

my life right now...

school
music
art
friends
traveling

sounds good to me. =]

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MERRYCHRISTMAS. [Mon, December 25th, 2006 @ 10:23pm]
[ mood | full ]

so christmas was amazing, hope everyone's went well.
i got the first 2 seasons of one tree hill and all i've been doing all day is eating eating eating and ONE TREE HILL. amazing.

i have to day, i'm slightly more excited for new years than christmas. It's more.... refreshing, ya know, you get to start new. woohoo 2007!


on friday, something about me is going to change. and i'm really excited.
for those of you who are going to see me on wednesday at school.... be prepared!!&$!%@!#!


now i'm going to go watch some more OTH.

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lalalalala [Wed, December 20th, 2006 @ 12:36am]
<small>so lately things have been pretty good, especially hanging out with melanie and alexis and kayla. i hung out with drew last night and saw stranger then fiction, which was pretty cool, since i haven't seen him lin like forever. 

right now i'm hanging out with melanie and alexis =D
which is pretty amazing.

it's kinda kinda amazing how peopl;e can change soooo much over the years, sometimes for the better and sometime for the not so better. 

guys and relationships are sooo hard to deal with. either you want one or you dont, and i tend to be shifting between the two. i just dont know what to do. i tend to just be going with the flow and not worying abouit too much which i like because usually i worry about a lot of things. 



for melanie and alexis's sake: KEEP THE PHONE AWAY FROM ME!!!!!
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ugh. [Thu, December 7th, 2006 @ 10:14pm]
[ mood | confused ]

I'm a mess right now.

i'm on the verge of losing a good friend, katie, which really sucks.
finals are coming up NEXT EFFING WEEK!.
and, of course, the eternal problem with boys. There's always that one guy where you want to be friends with him, but you can't becuase you always like him for more than a friend. It's kinda like the whole ryan/marissa thing from last season of the OC, how they could never <b>just be friends</b>. i can NOT let myself like him again, it was hard enough getting over him the last time! This is the time when I need katie most.

p.s. i get my license TOMORROW. woohoo! I BETTER PASS!

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5 minutes to midnight. [Sun, November 19th, 2006 @ 8:56pm]
[ mood | tired ]

i'm currently really confused. i'm pretty sure i like this one kid, but then there is three other people that like me, on in which is really shy, and i actuallu randomly started talking to him one day, and then theres this kid i met at a party last night who i've heard is an ass hole, so thats not too great.

i dont know what to do. i really believe in giving people chances, but i just dont know.  =[

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dont be so naive. [Wed, November 15th, 2006 @ 6:44pm]
wow. sooo much has happened in the past few days, i almost flipped.
but luckily for me, i have an amazing sister and some awesome friends to get me through it!

i'm going to california IN A WEEK. i'm beyond excited!
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who has to know? [Sun, October 29th, 2006 @ 3:48pm]
[ mood | confused ]

so last night was homecoming and it was pretty amazing.

everyone looked amazing =]


i had this really weird dream last night and some of the time i don't remember my dreams.
this was one that i wish i didn't remember, but i did and i can't get it out of my head, and it really upsets me and i dont know why.

it went something like this:
a guy who i really liked had to choose between me and some other girl and he didn't choose me.

it was a lot more complex than that, but i'd rather not go into detail.

i read somewhere that dreams help your mind work things out, but i dont see how that applies to this dream, it just felt so real.

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9 days [Tue, October 3rd, 2006 @ 6:05pm]
[ mood | full ]

My birthday is coming up soon (THE DAY BEFORE THE RHS VS. SARASOTA GAME!!)

I am soo excited about turning 16, it'll be cool when i'll be able to drive (which is in december) but i'm not really that upset that i waited till december to get my permit, i just can't wait till i turn 16!!!!!!!!


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[Mon, September 11th, 2006 @ 4:48pm]

 I HATE MONDAYS.

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[Sat, August 26th, 2006 @ 5:10pm]

last night's game was pretty much amazing.
and after the game was pretty much amazing too.
ENOUGH SAID.

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[Wed, August 23rd, 2006 @ 8:41pm]
[ mood | curious ]

RIVERVIEW VS. BOOKER
i can't wait.
who's going?

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